I hate my life and everything in it. Why do I always have to be alienated and attacked? I try to better myself and be a better person by working hard in school and work but then my car burns down with all my hard work and achievements. Yes I wasn’t in the car but what good is it if I’m not even alive. I feel like a corpse going through the motions. My family really wants me to move to another school but won’t tell me why and I don’t understand at all. Every time I try to do well something happens. every time i feel like I’m happy and have people I can believe in, people start hating me and talking shit. I don’t belong at home, I don’t belong at uc Davis, I don’t belong here, I’m over it.